Recently, have been thinking alot... No idea why too... Too much time? Maybe...
Feel so tired down by life so easily... What is happening to me? is my situation changing or is it me? I still think i need to get a few days and runaway on my own out of singapore... no contact to the life i have now... need a different perspective... it will probably be very different from the one i have now... probably, major issues now could look really minor if i take myself out of the life i have...
Is it really that hard to live a simple life? Maybe i'm born in the wrong time...
Last night, i did alot alot of thinking... couldn't really sleep... was thinking about mama, friendships, family relationships... If the ppl i love suddenly disappear, what will be the things i'll regret.... I realise that when i think of all these ppl, the things i'll regret is, not having enough time to spend with them and letting them know how much the mean to me... There are so many things i take for granted...
Parents will always love their own children no matter what they do... They will always give what they think is the best for their children... How many times have you told your parents that you love them? do you find it difficult to do so?
I agree that siblings can be a pain and annoying at times... but, they are one of the few ppl related to you by blood... Whether you like them or not, you have to love them... They are also god's gift to you... Your parents will not always be with you... Your siblings are the closest ppl you will ever get when your parents are not around.. What have you done to show that you care for them?
Friends. Friendships is a bond that both parties have to work on.. How often do you ask about how you friend is doing? Do you only contact them when you are free? I'm guilty of the latter question... When there are projects and assignments to do, i have no time to go online... i'm even afraid to go on msn... One amazing thing about friendships are that friends stick by you even though they are not related to you in any way... They are around when you need them... In thick and thin... sounds a bit like a marriage... haha... Zj is 'married' to me for life... :-P
Haha... wondering if i sound really emotional right now... Well, to my friends concerned, i'm fine... nothing happened... just reflecting alot...
In today's sermon, the pastor told us about always praising the lord... I shall write a list of things i can think about here...
1) Thank you god for my family and friends 2) Thank you god for the health of my loved ones and me 3) Thank you god for helping me in my studies ( i actually made it to uni! ) 4) Thank you god for all the people whom i have met and helped shape my life 5) Thank you god for letting me stay in a comfortable home 6) Thank you god for never letting me go 7) Thank you god for every breath that i have 8) Thank you god for forgiving me 9) Thank you god for always being my shelter in all my storms 10) Thank you god for listening to me 11) Thank you god for paving a way for me somehow 12) Thank you god for always loving me
Well, this is the list of things i can come up with for now... there are still countless other things.. But, due to my my horrible headache, i shall sleep soon...
Life is short, live with no regrets... Always treasure what you have and never take things for granted... Praise god for every thing in your life... Especially at the hardest moments to praise god, praise him with all your heart...
