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Sunday, June 29, 2008

Today, i did quite alot of things..

I went to church with mummy in the morning... there was a guest speaker from US... (I think...) Interesting speaker... God is "I am"... Which means, God = I am everything you need... So, no worries... Whatever you need, God will provide...

After church, we decided to go to the hairdresser.... mummy highlighted and trimmed her hair.... as for me, now, i feel like a china doll... oh well, saves me the hassle of my fringe though...

Anyway, i went home to slack for a few hours before mummy and i head out again... Guess wat... I managed to drive to the airport in one piece! hahaha.... well, it is quite an easy route.... all the way straight... mummy was grabbing on to the handle at the door... think she was scared... hahaha... well, i still lack the confidence of driving daddy's car... legs were a bit wobbly after reaching the airport... one more thing, i parked in less than 5mins! haha.... but, that was becos there were no cars beside me.... We were about 2 hours earlier than the time daddy was suppose to touch down... So, we explored T3 and ate at the foodcourt downstairs... i wanted to eat popeye's.... but, such a long queue...

At about 9.30, daddy finally came out... we saw him coming out of the glass door and we waved to him from far... He looked really tired... but, when he saw us, i saw his really warm smile... then, he said that he was puzzled why two pretty girls were waving at him... think he couldn't recognise us from far... i wouldn't recognize me either with this china doll hairstyle...

He twisted his left knee on the flight back...no idea what happened... Hope his knee will feel much better tomorrow... Well, i'm really glad that daddy is home... The floods and landslides in china were starting to worry me... Thank god for bringing him home safely!

Nitez!

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Sunday, May 25, 2008

Recently, have been thinking alot... No idea why too... Too much time? Maybe...

Feel so tired down by life so easily... What is happening to me? is my situation changing or is it me? I still think i need to get a few days and runaway on my own out of singapore... no contact to the life i have now... need a different perspective... it will probably be very different from the one i have now... probably, major issues now could look really minor if i take myself out of the life i have...

Is it really that hard to live a simple life? Maybe i'm born in the wrong time...

Last night, i did alot alot of thinking... couldn't really sleep... was thinking about mama, friendships, family relationships... If the ppl i love suddenly disappear, what will be the things i'll regret.... I realise that when i think of all these ppl, the things i'll regret is, not having enough time to spend with them and letting them know how much the mean to me... There are so many things i take for granted...

Parents will always love their own children no matter what they do... They will always give what they think is the best for their children... How many times have you told your parents that you love them? do you find it difficult to do so?

I agree that siblings can be a pain and annoying at times... but, they are one of the few ppl related to you by blood... Whether you like them or not, you have to love them... They are also god's gift to you... Your parents will not always be with you... Your siblings are the closest ppl you will ever get when your parents are not around.. What have you done to show that you care for them?

Friends. Friendships is a bond that both parties have to work on.. How often do you ask about how you friend is doing? Do you only contact them when you are free? I'm guilty of the latter question... When there are projects and assignments to do, i have no time to go online... i'm even afraid to go on msn... One amazing thing about friendships are that friends stick by you even though they are not related to you in any way... They are around when you need them... In thick and thin... sounds a bit like a marriage... haha... Zj is 'married' to me for life... :-P

Haha... wondering if i sound really emotional right now... Well, to my friends concerned, i'm fine... nothing happened... just reflecting alot...

In today's sermon, the pastor told us about always praising the lord... I shall write a list of things i can think about here...

1) Thank you god for my family and friends
2) Thank you god for the health of my loved ones and me
3) Thank you god for helping me in my studies ( i actually made it to uni! )
4) Thank you god for all the people whom i have met and helped shape my life
5) Thank you god for letting me stay in a comfortable home
6) Thank you god for never letting me go
7) Thank you god for every breath that i have
8) Thank you god for forgiving me
9) Thank you god for always being my shelter in all my storms
10) Thank you god for listening to me
11) Thank you god for paving a way for me somehow
12) Thank you god for always loving me

Well, this is the list of things i can come up with for now... there are still countless other things.. But, due to my my horrible headache, i shall sleep soon...

Life is short, live with no regrets... Always treasure what you have and never take things for granted... Praise god for every thing in your life... Especially at the hardest moments to praise god, praise him with all your heart...

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Wednesday, April 9, 2008

Maybe i'm having mood swings.... not sure what is wrong with me recently...

But, zj's right, i think it is better to talk it out... just don't know when...

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Thursday, April 3, 2008

Actions speak much louder than words...

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Sunday, March 23, 2008

Oh well, as many ppl already know, i'm very very busy...

Although i'm only suppose to take up the post at the end of the semester, i feel that all the problems of mentoring are popping up altogether... and, i'm pretty sure i'm suppose to deal with it next time... Feeling stressed.... Don't really know what i'm doing, afraid of making a mistake... Feeling the pressure that, for every problem, i need to come up with a solution.... So much talk about history and problems in the past... feeling a brain overload...

Then, my studies.... I have two more papers due... 3 more tests before exams and 4 more exams... i can't wait for this semester to end... at least, after this semeter, i'll only have to think about mentoring...

In this post, i shall apologise to my dear zj.... never seem to have time to talk to you when you call.... wa.... i really really miss you! miss talking to you on the phone.... haha... i even miss talking to you about your senior... can't wait for you to come back....

Anyway, there are alot of things on my plate now... imagine a big pile of food on a tiny plate... that is probably how i feel now... i need to go somewhere after this...

To all my friends, take care!

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Saturday, March 8, 2008

YUMMY LOOKING CUPCAKES!!!

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Saturday, March 1, 2008

Recently, have always been blogging about unhappy posts...

So, this time, i shall make it a sort-of-happy one!

Well, zj is leaving tonight... going to miss her... Love spending time with her... going out and talking on the phone... Can't wait for her to come back for good...

Oh ya... i have also stopped my tuition... i miss the little girl and her mei mei! haha...seems like i'm missing alot of ppl...

And, i have an extremely long list of work to do... so, good luck to me...

I wish i had more time... Then, i can spend more time with ppl i care about... and, more time to keep in contact with more friends...

Oh well, my mood feels much better...

Take care!

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